Nicholas James Devine was found dead in Clayton Ca. back in October. It was a tragic story of a man living with the death of his baby and other problems that took his own life. There were a lot of comments on the original post from friends and family members that helped paint the picture of the person and not just the story. Nick’s mom left a wonderful comment on the post.

To all of those who spoke words of love and compassion, hope and sadness…Thank you from the bottom of MY heart. Know this! Nick was a beautiful son, compassionate, loving, caring of others and full of dispare and pain from the loss of his daughter. I as his Mother and we his family ALL tried to help him, counseling, dr’s and most important I spent everyday with him LOVING him and doing EVERYTHING in my power to help him through this. Let me tell you, sometimes love from others and help is not enough, it is obvious his love for his daughter and his pain inside of his loss was greater than everything else. He did give his life to Christ at age 14 and he IS with “our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ”. and there is NO MORE anguish or torment for my son, praise God. For those who pass judgment just know this “FOR EVERY JUDGMENT YOU MAKE IN LIFE AGAINST ANOTHER HUMAN BEING THERE IS A SENTENCE COMING BACK TO YOU. Be careful about what you say, and know that unless it is a word of encouragement or love for us not just Jessica, but for all of us Nicks Father and me his Mother will ALWAYS grieve for our son…forevermore. We have lost our son, flesh and blood and i can only say and pray that When the time comes of incomprehensible grief for you in your life that you will know Gods mercy and love and that you will have learned a lesson or two about saying untrue, and disrespectful things about people who die in whatever fashion, knowing or not knowing the reason for it. Nick is my first born and he was a beautiful soul and now an Angel. Be kind, and give love away. When hope is gone in someones life there is nothing else left for that individual, period. My sons life was not in vain, we had him for 25 beautiful years and loved him unconditionally. His soul is at peace and he Is with God and his beautiful butterfly now. This is my hope and promise, I WILL SEE Him in Heaven someday, praise God and if you dont know who your Lord and Savior is maybe you could spend some time there searching for the answers to the questions in YOUR life and leave our family alone. God bless you all and thank you for your heartfelt words. Nicholas James Devine was and is forever in my heart a Beautiful, man and he has filled our lives and hearts with so much love, joy and amazing memories. Godspeed to you all.

Nick’s mom has also created a blog in Nick’s memory. Called “Mama’s notes to Nicholas” She uses it to leave little notes to her son. The description of the blog says it all.

This blog is in Loving memory of my Beautiful Son, Nicholas James Devine. Nicholas was born August 24, 1983 in Concord ca. Nicholas flew away to Heaven on October 23, 2008 in Clayton,Ca. He lived in Wa. for 20 years. Nick was a great son and a wonderful brother. He was loved by so many, his family, friends and could even strike up a conversation with a perfect stranger. Moma’s notes to Nick will be my way to say “Hello”, “Sweet dreams” and “I love you More’s” to my precious son Nick. Daily I will visit and share his life, his spirit and his love. I miss you something fierce son, but I love you more~Moma~

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